I can do it!

2 veeeryy LOONG days til Spring Break!

Doing make up work is a killer!!!!!

Today was cap & gown pick up:) And it's still shocking how 4 years really go by fast,seriously.Man,I look back at how I was my freshman year, and who I am now.BOY have I changed!

Back then,I was so dependent on others, thinking that the people who I never would think would hurt me, wouldn't;thinking that people are always gonna be there no matter what.I was so naive and immature.I was blinded between what I wanted to think, and the reality of the matter.I was dumb in thinking that something good could last forever.I was dumb how I believed in promises.

All the struggles,happiness,set backs,emotional and mental breakdowns, all lead to the better person that I became.

(Now,I learned to put my guard up and that a woman's heart should be so hidden in Christ, that a man must first seek him to find her.I don't make promises nor do I take promises because I don't wanna set myself up for disappointment.I learned to expect the worst but be prepared for the best.I learned that there is always ONE person that will never leave your side:GOD!I'm learning how to be independent.I learned to not let the opinions of others phase me,because just as long as I KNOW what I'm about and who I am, then I have nothing to worry about.I learned that people who shit talk,are people who just have damn issues that they need to resolve and have BIG TIME insecurities and that they're not worth my breath.I learned that faith will always keep me going.I learned that good things happen to good people.I learned that patience is a virtue.I learned that people come and go in your life, and the ones who actually are the ones that you should be thankful for because TRUE friends are God's way of taking care of us.I learned dwelling on the past is a waste of time.I learn from my mistakes.)

2 MORE MONTHS ......til June 7,2009.

It's gonna be a bittersweet thing.